Dismal's Thoughts

la la la

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 15:49:22 GMT

I hope everyone has a very Happy 4th of July

wow

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 03:04:44 GMT

I forgot LJ existed, I got sucked into myspace

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 05:27:35 GMT

Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me
YAY I'm old and cranky

I'm back na na na na

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 05:28:06 GMT

Oh wow look I have time to go on the internet for 5 secs YAY
So I'll make it quick.
My life is hectic as shit and my scary russian psychiatrist thinks I'm bipolar
and has me on lithium now...even though I have never been diagnosed with anything having to do with mania and trust me I get diagnosed on a regular basis cause I'm a nut n a half haha. So now my life is in slow motion...its like a bad juvenile video
besides that work is crazy...so crazy in fact that all of my coworkers have decided to make animal mating call sounds at work and scare all the clients away coming for therapy haha
On Sunday some of my coworkers and I are going to the Bronx Zoo and I am taking muh Linkie pooh wif me cause she's muh spinster sistah

The real reason I am posting is because of Jessica Simpson's these boots are made for walking video...OK OK I know I will be shaking my ass all summer to it no matter how much I bash it BUT what the fuck was she shaking?! HmMMmm??? and ummmmm why right at the end of the video does she have to wash a car....couldnt she have started in the beginning so we would assume it made some sense
GOD DAMN YOU JESSICA
kiss my boots bitch

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 13:05:24 GMT

Miami bound for a week! =)

=)

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 18:25:58 GMT

I Hope everyone parties it up tonight and has a very safe and intoxicating New Year!!!!!!!!!! hehe
xoxo

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 12:32:00 GMT

I'm getting inkeeeeeeeeeeeeeed today @ 5:30
*orgasm*
I love the pain I love the painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
I hate the healing process =(
I love the paiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin la la la

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 16:01:08 GMT

yeah so ive decided im getting a tattoo before the 2005
and since im an alkaline trio groupie i guess they are my first choice
i was thinking rasputina too
im not sure
but hey i have two arms LOL

I <3 pomegranates!

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 03:05:48 GMT

OMG I thinks Crys got me hooked to pomegranates
these things rawk
but its such a process to eat em
but they are mighty sweet i must say
yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmy

Awww I feel loved

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 19:49:52 GMT

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OMG Mr. Jake made me do it!

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 03:54:01 GMT

DO THIS OR PERISH
Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal.
See what
people remember about you.

haha pure Scorpio baby

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 12:55:00 GMT

You are 87% Scorpio

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

So tired

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 02:50:29 GMT

I had the best birthday weekend ever
Thank you everyone for the phone calls , presents, and emails
I <3 you all and will write about my weekend after I catch up on some sleep

YAY!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 06:16:55 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! Let the presents and festivities begin!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

lets all move to France

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 16:01:48 GMT

Bush can suck big floppy donkey dick

If not for your country...do it for me (cause I'm that damn cool)

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 12:21:46 GMT

EVERYONE PLEASE VOTE TODAY!!!!!
I'm voting after I'm done class today, I'm so excited hehehe cause 4 years ago I had to do an absentee ballot thing cause I was at Hofstra. But now I'm home and I can vote like everyone else ::does a little jig::

I don't care who you vote for ( but if you love me and my uterus please vote for Kerry hehe) JUST VOTE BIZNATCHES =)

Have a great day, cause this is the one day in everyone's lame ass lives that they have some sort of power so ROCK THE VOTE

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 20:29:57 GMT

HAPPY HALLOWEENIE EVERYONE!!!!

BOOM SHAKALAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 00:17:41 GMT

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OMG OMG OMG ORGASM

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 13:46:48 GMT

RASPUTINA IS PLAYING IN NEW YORK....OH HALLOWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENIE!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goodbye Cruel World

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 00:10:09 GMT

I will no longer interact with the real world

because

MOMMY BOUGHT ME SIMS 2

OMG DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm already obssessedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

Baby Pictures

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 17:07:24 GMT

Someone on my friend's list posted her kiddies pics
So now I think everyone should do the same
Cause we were all so damn cute when we were little

Freaked the fuck out, HELP!!!!

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 13:22:16 GMT

So I've been single for awhile, and go through my days of being lonely and shit, but in the majority I am happy with being single right now because I am in school and CANNOT concentrate when I'm goo goo over a guy.

But then last night I went to sleep and had this weird dream...all you dream interpreters help me out.

OK first, In real life and even on the internet, I don't know anyone from South Carolina.

But in my dream I was dating this guy from SC, and I had this constant anxiety that at some point I would have to move there...but I love NYC, and I know their would be no way in hell that he would move here. And he was everything I wanted physically... white, taller than I ( probably 6ft or up) and he had blue eyes, dark hair, broad shoulders etc etc. And I wasn't a skinnie minnie in my dream neither...he just oddly loved me for me. And he wasnt the "perfect" man because he was a jerk to me once or twice but the fact resolution of that problem was solved in the dream made him seem more normal than perfect,yet perfect for me... but this growing anxiety of that long distance wouldn't last forever was still nagging at me.

And then I woke up in tears about 15 min ago, feeling more lonely than I have ever felt and I felt that I fucked something up or that I had let something go. But helllllllllo reality check, I dont know any guy from SC and i havent had a real crush on anybody in long time, so I don't know what brought on this dream and all the anxiety of knowing that no one wants to live where I live so I will eventually have to go to them to get what I want

IM FREAKED THE FUCK OUT DUDES! HELP

=(

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 00:57:25 GMT

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 00:54:49 GMT

This week was really busy and I have no idea why, it wasnt really any different than last week it just felt so hectic...maybe cause i was on slow motion from being sick

slow motion for me...

Hmmmmmmmmm my biological clock has been tickin since ive been playing with Aja's newborn
she is a week old and she likes my boobies AWWWWWWWWW
cute baby thinks im a milk factory lol

Besides that school and work are both bitches
I need to find a 2nd job
and I need to get this apt
but things seem to be put on hold
so i guess ill just keep holding or something

tomorrow im takin mel and her baby to the museum

YAY for being a dork

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 11:37:13 GMT

FIRST DAY OF GRAD SCHOOL
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK